Friday, October 24, 2008
as yet again, there's this cranky feeling inside me.
not sure why, but i think it's about piano. think im wasting my parents' hard-earned money on lessons.
i aint gonna do music for a living, ever, i guess. so why waste their money? they've spent too much on me for music, and i think it's enough.
and im just too retarded for the piano. me, and my fingers. RETARDED.
maybe i did make the wrong choice pursuing diploma. realli.
from the outside ppl think ''wow you can play the piano'' but yar. i dont think i can do it. 14years on the piano, and still counting, is alr beyond what i thought i could manage.
but i dunno how to tell my parents abt it.
and i dont know if i'd regret if i stop.
oh wells. i shall clear my mind of music.
and focus on IVP tmr. 800m and 4x100m. 4x400m jiaolian says let lindi run since it's her last yr in NP. so jiayouz, lindi. (:
and im looking foward to the sakura buffet with the trackers after the race.
posted by: RAN @ 8:34:00 pm
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